Week 8 Day 2!
This was supposed to be yesterday’s workout but it was pouring when I got up at 3:45am so I moved it to today. We had a huge temperature change over night and it was about 57 degrees this morning. I don’t think it will even make it to 70 today. Workout was good things felt heavy and I really paid close attention to form so I drop some of my weights down. Really struggling to find that sweet spot lately with food and exercise. Considering going back to workouts 5 days a week 3 of them weight training like normal the other two doing some cardio in hopes to burn some fat. Overall it was a good workout and the gym was pretty empty there are usually about 10 of us this morning I think there was maybe 5.
In other life events I’m so far behind on my dash it’s crazy. I feel like my tumblr had gotten boring and stale since I only post my workouts lately. Kinda feel like people don’t really want to hear much else or I don’t know what to say. Work is the same day in and day out which has really gotten to me lately. I have been looking and have had two interviews but my availability doesn’t meet their full time requirements. I forgot if I shared the hubby got a promotion at work so he will work more set hours than he has now and second shift instead of 3rd. This is all in preparation for kaileigh to start living with us when school starts. Which means he will be there mornings to get her up fed and ready. Then when I get out I have to pick her up from my mother in laws and feed her make her shower and do her homework. So while we have our weekends we won’t really cause kaileigh will be with us from then on. As much as this is prob the best for her I’m struggling hard with the new arraignments. Cause not only am I alone nights all week but her and I clash big time. But I feel like I have to do it and be ok with it for Mike’s sake to not cause problems. Pretty sure the reason I’m having trouble with this is not only will there be no more animals for a while it also means no kids for us. So I feel like I’m missing out on this whole experience I’m supposed to have cause he’s already been there and done that. I know it’s prob selfish I’m working on it and not totally sure I want children but I feel like this makes it final. I always knew k would be a part of our life just never thought her mom would totally check out on her. Makes me feel bad that I can’t be the person she needs cause we are both too pissed off at life.